I  don’t know what’s going on my mind these days.  I’ve been hurt  for the past few days: but that’s only last week and now I’ m relieved as in completely fine. it feels like im losing my direction. im losing control over my self especially in making decisions. God! its really hard to decide for myself.  It started last year and up to now that im experiencing this kind of crisis. i don’t know which path to follow, and every decisions i made was a disaster.

it may sound so absurd, but mind you its not that easy.